for the love of a new world,

ensemble.

we impart nothing,

understand less,

thirst for more

and in the twilight, retreat.

 

where are we?

wondering or not,

wandering in pursuit of happiness.

nothing’s changed

so why does it feel different?

 

this place

a space unrecognizable.

familiar enough to get used to it.

this place

no place you or I belong

but for the sake of it, we accept.

 

eternity an every day thing to navigate

and then the abyss of total recognition.

how we swim to keep up.

how we hope to swim

with or without,

defenseless.

with or without a compass,

with or without

and then….

 

 

 

                                                                                                                                                MM

            11/20/09

 

 

 

 

you are of one mind.
the one that used to be
with clarity, focus and insight
and the one that forgets in seconds,
remembers the neighborhood as a place of single origin,
the family of five decades ago.
when faced with change you are angry and feral,
hostility a defense mechanism as primal as the days
before fire when survival of the fittest left the vulnerable
unprotected. oh mother, how can you say these things to me
with a viciousness I have never witnessed?
how do you refuse father the help he needs?
you say he will become an invalid (at 102)
how do we strip you of your identity when we have to make this move?