race as in color as in speed as in constitutional elections or...The End. no one's really racing toward it, only searching for the plateau. a sigh, a shelf, content to know that everything lines up. well, almost everything. this place, this race, this love, this unexpected pleasure, the unexpected fall. what do we call it? inevitable, incomprehensible? unbelievable or too believable? all we know is the race to the finish and that's where we leave off. no one ever thought what it's like to arrive there. no one ever thought...