I journey on not knowing where it will take me because where I go doesn’t matter any more. Where I’ve been, well that’s another story, as if it all adds up to one big, significant thing. On the other hand I can’t say that where I go doesn’t matter because it’s the sum of the whole not the parts, that’s what changed, the very sum of it, is it not? It just keeps adding up like a calculator, not a brain with a quantifiable skill that partitions, calculates, exercises, deduces, channels, sparks, ingratiates so desperately. Give me more, that’s the refrain I keep on hearing. Give me more.